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Wow! It's so hard to believe that it has been over a month since I last posted. Not that it matters since time is happening all at once right?!?! Ha! Ha! I have been working on several projects and I am excited to say one is about to launch. Stay tuned for the latest update!
On we go....Today's topic is patterns. Patterns that are not only in how we go about our lives, but patterns within the DNA.
First, how often are you able to step back and observe patterns in your life? We all tend to have a blind spot when it comes to our blocks, patterns, etc. Yes. Every single one of us. If you don't think you do, then maybe that in itself is your block and pattern. ;-)
You could very well be a person that is aware of some of their patterns, but has no clue how to change them. I would say there are a fair amount of us that this happens to. The next question is, do you seek out others to help you, do work on your own to change, or do you do nothing at all?
Let's take it a step further to part two. the patterns within the DNA. Do you believe that we can change the patterns that are in our DNA? Is there some part (maybe a large part) that believes that genetics are who we are and that's it? That I have inherited this "stuff" through my DNA and so it is. What if I were to tell you that that is not the case? Does that send your brain into protest? GOOD.
Yes. DNA can be repatterned. I see it daily in my practice--Within myself and others. Sometimes subtle shifts, sometimes huge shifts. Do I still have questions surrounding this? YES! Of course. I know instanteous healing (no matter what it is) is available to all of us. I have known this for, well, my whole life. ;-) The fact I have seen many miraculous shifts, healing, or however you want to say it, just gives me more fuel to know it's there, here, everywhere. If it is in the awareness, then it's possible.
They have proven that is is possible to change our DNA through food, intentions, and love.(The Divine Love Vibration) www.heartmath.org/articles-of-the-heart/personal-development/you-can-change-your-dna/
SOOOOOOOOO......if it is possible "over time" to change DNA....then since time isn't linear, then instantaneous healing is already available.
I don't have the answer as to why it's not showing up yet.....but it will. In the meantime, love and accept yourself completely--In every breath. That is the start of changing all patterns. ( They tend to be interwoven)
Until next time....
The energies are so lovingly supporting our growth right now as individuals and as a collective. PHEW! Ha! Ha! With all of this shifting that is occurring, something is speaking to me loud and clear. And that very topic is attachments.
As you grow throughout your spiritual journey, there is a very common teaching to get rid of attachments. The teaching talks about attachments to things, people, places, etc. cause suffering. That the way to enlightenment is to release all attachments. I do understand the point the lesson is trying to make.
The point is that we hold onto things, people, places, etc and cause our own suffering and make our growth feel like we are going through mud because we are not willing to let go of anything in order to expand our consciousness. Have you, as a lightworker, ever worked on releasing all attachments, getting rid of all material things as to not be attached and deemed a place, person or thing toxic to you to rid yourself of attachment? (Of course if you are being abused in anyway, please know that I am not suggesting you stay in that situation ever) That all relationships (all forms) just weigh you down and keep you from enlightenment?
There comes a point on the journey where you recognize that in attachments so much growth occurs and in those attachments enlightenment happens. You might be asking, "huh?" I will explain from my perspective. The old paradigm was to rid yourself from all attachments, that is abundantly clear, and great to a point. The new paradigm is to have the attachments and to still move forward. We spend so much time ridding ourselves of attachments, letting go of things, people, places, healing from other things from our past....Do you see the theme? All negative connotations. That all of it is something to "get rid-off."
What if we are to embrace the attachments? Relationship is where a serious amount of growth occurs. Whether it's the relationship with ourselves, others, places, things, etc. What if we are to attach to whatever you wish to latch on? To embrace and feel ALL that there is to feel and emote with those connections? To do so consciously? To know, that with the attachments, there is a time that the energies of them will shift and transform? To lovingly embrace all that those shifts have to offer you as a human? (So many questions! ;-) )
We are no longer here to transcend the human experience, but rather are here to embrace the experience and integrate our Soul into this participitory process. This is heart-centered living my friends. To be raw, open and vulnerable in every moment. To attach and allow the flow to transmute and transform energies. To feel the attachments AND move forward in your life in whatever way is necessary. Very powerful stuff.
I am not talking about stagnating energies, I am talking about attaching AND keeping the flow. Some people may still say that it causes suffering so you should get rid of it....I say nope...it is a part of being alive. Embrace all of it (attachments included) and embrace closure (transmutation) when it happens. It is a breathtaking experience.
I love you. You are amazing. I am in awe.
Until next time...
**Warning** This topic is sensitive in nature. If you choose to read, please know that this has come through my awareness. If it challenges you, then look at yourself versus judging me. ;-)
I was listening to a podcast last week and the speaker was guiding a meditation. (I am choosing to not reveal who the speaker is in this case, because this is not about them or their intention, this is about what came through my awareness.) They said common words to guide someone into a meditation. Cool! Then they brought your awareness to the energy in your hands, your heart, the soles of your feet and the crown of your head. This was to allow yourself (your Soul) to merge with you (your body, consciousness in form.)
Huge shift and awareness with this. Can you see the pattern that represents? What became clear (for me) was the message behind the story of Jesus on the cross. The nails through the hands and feet (energy), the crown of thorns (energy), and how he was in his heart center (energetic gateway to the Divine) the entire time. No matter what was done to him. That was all the story of energy and how we embody Christed Consciousness on the planet. It's not about pain and suffering. There may always be pain and discomfort that we encounter in this realm (at this time.) Remember this, that this particular story was from around 2000 years ago. We as a species have evolved since then, and are continuing to do so.
Whether you believe the story of Jesus is absolutely true about him dying for our sins, etc., or you believe another way entirely, the message is there for those with eyes to see and ears to hear. This very topic may challenge your belief systems. Good. Find your truth, not what you have been taught, which will ultimately lead you to The Truth.
If you are still reading this, then kudos to you! Maybe you just want to see what I will say next, or maybe you recognize that there is no difference between, science, math and spirituality. That there is always more to any story if you are open to receive what it has to offer. For me, the message was extremely clear. YAY! I have known that we are all able to embody Christed Consciousness, it was just a huge awareness to recognize the symbolism within the story. It's not just a select few that are able to connect with this consciousness. ALL of us can embody this energy. Christed Consciousness is integrating our Soul in this form.
May you be wide open in your heart center to fully receive all that life has to offer. I love you.
For those with eyes to see and ears to hear. Until next time...
Calling all Empaths! This one is for you. If you are unsure you are an Empath, or just recognizing you are one, this blog may be a little confusing for you. Please feel free to read my other posts about Empaths first. Otherwise, on we go!
There comes a point with being an Empath, where you can choose to stay in a victim role. For some, its a conversation piece to be an empath. For others, it gives them the opportunity to stay small and hide from the world. It is a perfect opportunity to not do our own work when we are continuously clearing for others and make them feel better so we can feel better.
The other choice is to recognize it as a gift to be so in tune with others. To be fully empowered by this knowledge of emotions of yourself and others. It is also another opportunity deepen your connection with the Divine and yourself. To be at one with the Oneness. HA! HA! :-)
The second choice is the one I am talking about today. To be empowered. I can tell you this is not something I was taught, but have learned on my own. Whenever I have looked up anything regarding Empaths, it talks about signs that you are an Empath, what it means to be one and how to protect yourself from others emotions.
It's great to have information about being an Empath. Even the protection is good in the beginning to recognize what is going on. In order to deepen your awakening and expand your consciousness further, there comes a point in realizing that protection is a fear based action and there is nothing to protect from. It is a perfect way to keep us separate and furthest from Unity Consciousness.
You may be asking at this point, "How can I not get blasted and crippled by what I am feeling?" The short answer is that it takes fine tuning. Think of yourself as a tuning fork. The more you can hear and be your tune (vibration), the more you will recognize the energies (vibrations) of the different emotions. That's all that the emotions are, energy. They want to flow just as any other energy does. What can cause stagnation and separateness is trying to find out if it's your emotion or another's, and then labeling it as a particular emotion. Or not allowing it to flow, brush it, stuff it down, etc.
You already know the vibration of any emotion. They all have different vibrations, which yes, differ from your own. There is nothing to "do" with them. It's to just be with them while taking deep breaths. They will flow. There is no need to find out if it's yours or someone else's. Just be....
Yes, it is that simple. It goes hand - in - hand with the observer role. the more you can observe the vibrations for what they are, energy, the easier it will become. You got this! If you would like more in depth support with this, please reach out to me. You are not alone. Ever. I love you. Here's to you owning your power.
Until next time....
Well, well, well...time has flown since I last wrote on the blog! So much energy shifts have been occuring haven't they?!?! :-) If you aren't up to reading today, feel free to scroll down and click on the link to my video I created last week on the energies. Otherwise, on we go for an energy update for 2017!
In the beginning of the year, I talked about 2016 and how it was the ending of a lot of things in our lives. That could have been relationships, beliefs or other wise. 2017 is about new beginnings and the energies have been propelling us forward. I am going to give you a little reminder here....time is not linear, nor is how energies flow linear. You may have found yourself still "cleaning house" in 2017.
The endings may have continued. And it's ok if they have continued. They may persist throughout this year and beyond. Even with new beginnings, there will be endings. Which is ultimately aligning us with our true essence. YAY!
There is always an opportunity for growth, and what is exciting is the energies that help this happen. There is something that I have heard called the Lion's Gate portal that happens in August. Regardless of what it is called, it is a prime time for our DNA shifts. You may have read about it in older posts. I have been seeing downloads of the DNA happen every year for the past 4 years. Maybe this year will be 5!!! ;-) I will keep you posted.
If this does occur, then we will be having profoud shifts at the DNA level throughout the rest of the year. YAHOO!!!! It gives us even more opportunity to integrate our Divine light, our Souls into our being. The more we can allow all energies to flow, the more of the integration. That is what you have do to help the shifts along. BE YOU! Allow the energies to flow.
You got this. You are amazing! I am honored to share this journey with you. I love you.
Until next time....
What does it mean to you? Being the Observer? You are probably saying, "Yeah Nicole, I know where this is going. You are talking about observing my thoughts." Maybe you weren't saying that either. :-) Anyway, what does it mean to you? Reflect on that for a moment and then continue reading.
If you are one who said about being an observer of your thoughts, then yes, you are partly correct. Yes, watching your thoughts is a great role, however, I am talking about many forms of observation today. Forms that will possibly spark a different perspective for you.
There is the observer of thoughts, the observer of actions, the compassionate observer, the observer of emotions, etc. What do these have in common? Yes of course the observer word. HA! HA! HA! The common denominator is being unattached to whatever it is you are watching. Kind if like watching a movie or TV show and not being into the characters, story, etc. The longer you can observe in this capacity, the easier it is to see the "big" picture. The Universal picture.
Are there any areas of your life that you already observe without judgement, attachment and or emotions? Are there more areas you can observe? Although it is wonderful to observe others in this manner, I am talking about you. Observing you, your behavior and your beliefs.
A couple of things may be running through your head at this time about this subject. Like, How in the hell do I do that? I don't even know where to begin?! Why would I want to do that? Or, maybe, won't I start to feel dead inside? Will I lose everything that is dear to me? Maybe there are other questions that come up for you.
Of course my response is you don't have to "DO" anything. Well, there is one thing. Love YOU. Love what ever is coming up. The more you do that, the more you will be able to feel and recognize your true essence. The more you will notice, patterns and beliefs that are not yours--That you have been following and believing most of your life. Look at it like this. Have you ever stopped, taken a breath and watched a Robin (bird) hunt for worms? No? Why not? Yes? What did you observe about their behavior? Did you feel let down if they didn't find a worm? How do they know how to hunt for a worm? Is there a different way they can hunt for a worm?
Most likely you observed with out an attachment. Yes, it is possible to observe ourselves like this without the attachment. I am not saying that you have to question everything you do either. What I am saying is to take notice if something you are passionate about or something that upsets you causes your stomach to tense. Maybe it causes you to clench your teeth. Maybe you feel another kind of discord. Regardless of how it shows up, observe yourself as you would that Robin. This is a great way to start to connect with what is your truth, which will ultimately align you with The Truth. The Soul's truth. The Universe.
Remember, you don't have to have it all figured out and go at it alone. Even if you totally understood what in the hell I am talking about. I am here to support you. There are many others that can help support you also. You are amazing and you are enough. I love you.
Until next time...
Well folks, how has the ride been for you so far this year? It's just about half way through the year, so it feels like a great time to talk about the energies thus far, the current energies, and what is coming soon. Yes, we are covering all of that AND a bag of chips. HA! HA! HA! On we go....
The energies have really had a forward momentum this year. There may have been times that it has been challenging, while other times it has held you like a baby. It has been firey (HA! HA! I love making up my own words) and watery. It has been flowy and almost feeling like you are stagnant or moving backwards. Time lines have been collapsing, shifting and integrating. All of the energies, regardless, have been propelling us forward.
The Plasma/Crystalline energies are here to stay and increase. In this very moment as I type this post, the energies look and feel like waves of the smooth plasma coming through and waves of jagged pieces of crystals. There are times when they intermix in the flow. It feels like the jagged pieces are being flushed/integrated through the "system" (plasma) of the Universe. Imagine it like this: have you ever sweat so much that a layer of salt crusts over on your skin? Not the just the being able to taste the salt in your sweat, but leaving the layer that you can see the salt crystals? If you would look under a microscope, they may look something like (this is as close as I could find to what I am seeing):
No, just because they are jagged, doesn't mean they are hurting us, the Universe, or anything for that matter. No need to jump to conclusions like that. ;-)
Those are the crystals that are being integrated, or shall I say their vibrational state is changing to match the plasma at a higher frequency. This is going to continue as we move through the month of June, July and August. Will it be going on beyond that point? Of course! This is what I am picking up on right now. Time isn't how we perceive it.
This is moving us forward and there are multiple shifts with is strong movement that you will periodically feel. What can you "do" to prepare yourself for this? BE with the energies. They will vibrate those denser vibrations to the surface. BE with them, observe them, and know that labeling them in and of itself is a belief system that can be released and shattered if allowed.
Take a deep breath and allow the breath to move through you. Through every cell, every part of your being. Keep breathing the thoughts through also. That is what you can "do." Breathe, smile and reconnect with YOU.
I love you. You are amazing.
Until next time....
As we go along this journey of our human lives, for many of us there is an awareness that is felt more than just understanding the concept and the words. As this awareness is integrated into our being, the need for words no longer applies. For this blog post and for those that are in need of the words, I will do my best (as always) to provide the words for you...
If you have read any books or heard talks from many of the spiritual power houses, they talk a fair amount about the I AM presence, the Oneness, Beingness, our connection to all things (energies) as an extension of who we are. I bet if you are reading this, you conceptually understand what that means. In some ways you may feel the connection. That's great! Conceptually knowing it and living it are two different things.
Please know that it is beautiful if you have it conceptually. That could very well be the catalyst to bring you into the vibration to live in the perpetual state of "Oneness." Do you have to get it conceptually before you live it? Nope. It can just occur. And... if you are already living it, then there is no need to conceptualize it. Nor talk about it. You just ARE.
Have you ever watched the movie the Matrix? If you have, then you may remember the scene below:
You may be thinking, "What in the hell are you talking about and why are you sharing about a spoon with the Oneness?" I am sharing the spoon scene because part of being able to connect with the I AM is about our perception. A PART of it that is.
The bigger part is being in the heart centered space. When you can continually be in and come from your heart center, then your perception can be from the universal perspective. From the universal perspective, there is no spoon. Have I lost you yet? Good! ;-)
We only call the spoon that name because we are taught that it is a spoon. We see it in the form that it is because we were taught that is what it is. We are taught to only see it in one way. The way the person who taught us sees it. Everything we are taught about it is everything it is not. It IS a vibration. It IS energy. It IS us. There is nothing to question, nothing to see outside of us. Did I just hear you say WTF? HA! HA! HA!
This is the case with everything. Once we try to label or identify, then a separateness is created. Yes, in this paradigm, there is the duality, however, being in a heart centered space, duality is seen from a the universal perspective and not how we perceive it at all....
Just take some deep breaths. Just BE with what I have shared. Take some more deep breaths and sit with this.....If someone were to ask you, "How would you describe the color blue to someone who has been blind since birth?" What would you say? And where is your response truly coming from?
I love you. You are completely amazing.
Until next time...
It seems appropriate to talk about the energies of today, since it is a new moon. As I type this, I know that the energy that I am talking about in this post will be shifting rather quickly. So.....look for an update again soon! As for now, on we go!
I talked about the energy being fiery in the last update(s). Kinda like a steam train moving forward. The energy has now shifted from the fire moving us forward to the fire within. We are still moving forward, however, the fire has changed to lighting us internally. I will do my best to describe how it looks and feels. Sit with it and see if it resonates with you.
The fire felt more external and now it feels internal. It feels and looks more like a hot, well established bed of coals with a whole lot of embers and sparks being stirred up. Yes. Inside. The heat from the embers that are free flowing are sparkly and each subatomic particle of those embers can be felt. The picture below is a good depiction, minus the person walking in the fire. As I typed that last line, I realized that the person walking in the fire is appropriate. The only difference is we are walking in our own internal fire.
Look at it this way. Our flames are being fanned to step into our greatness. Allow the fire to simmer and get stoked for it to get brighter. Feed and fan those flames on your own. There is no need to dig for anything that needs resolved. The fire will ignite the density and you can feel it burn. Burn, baby burn! HA! HA!
If you feel like you are in an internal hell with density, then use the fire to get you out. Only YOU can get yourself out of your suffering. Others can support your journey though, just remember this--You are never alone. Reach out to a friend, others practitioners, etc. Of course, I am always here too. It is my honor to serve at this time. I love you and thank you for you.
Until next time...
The energies are changing so rapidly these days, that it seems fitting to share with you some of what I shared at the Soul Expansion Get-Together this month. (If you want even more in depth information, join us at the next Soul Expansion!) It is so fitting with all of the pressure, fire and internal changes, that quite a few of us are experiencing frequencies available to us in these human forms that haven't been available thus far.
I have seen occasional streams of plasma energies coming through in the past two - three years, usually just in one specific chakra or area of a being. It was always brief and not for long periods of time. That has changed. We all have access to the plasma energies that are flowing through at this time. It is not sporadic and brief. It is a beautiful constant state of flow. You may be asking what in the world is plasma energy and what does that mean?
I have talked about how DNA is shifting from two strand to twelve strand, which is evolving from carbon based to crystalline based. A complete step into the crystalline energy is plasma. This is happening even to (and through) the subatomic particles. ( Of course ;-) ) The cat's eyes in the picture below is the closest I can find as to how it looks coming through, although it isn't green as the base color. It's more of purplish white or opal and not solid.
It is higher frequency energies that are coming through. They are here to stay and continually increase. Which in turn, gives us options to increase our own frequencies. You may now be asking, "How can I do that?" and "How can you see it?" Great questions!
Drop the density. That is the simplistic way of putting it into words. With higher frequencies coming through, the lower frequency (denser) energies, get stirred up. Anything that has stagnated and stayed in dormancy within all layers of you. Allow yourself to be present with all of it and you won't "lose it" and not be able to come back. I promise!
I can see it because I continually drop my density. (Also one of my abilities in this incarnation is to see energy beyond form) Do I have my shit that I go through? Yes! Every day I deepen my connection with myself and the Divine. Everyday, I love and accept what comes up within. Is it hard sometimes? Of course! I can tell you it does get easier the more you do it.
The current spiritual paradigm is about being authentic. Being real, open, vulnerable and bold. Bold enough to be YOU no matter what, when or even who is in the room. That is how you access, see and sustain the plasma energies. Do our bodies have to play catch up? Of course! But remember, they are a part of consciousness too. They will change, grow and evolve also.
Please know that you are amazing! Even if you aren't feeling it or seeing it. Be your number one fan and tell your self, I AM amazing! I AM enough. I love you. Be your number one fan. Did I mention be your number one fan? ;-)
I love every one of you. Thank you for being a part of my journey. I am here to support you.
Until next time...
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