Truth time.
Yes, I am spiritually advanced in many ways. More than I usually talk about. HOWEVER, I am still human and go through human experiences. I am definitely on my own journey of self discovery. Which I don't always talk about either.

This being said, the following poem, will give you insight to the dark side a.k.a. the shadow piece of me. We all have a shadow side. My question to you is...Are you willing to embrace it?

Depression for all to see
for all of Eternity.

So it begins...
The Black
The White
The Righteousness.

Do you think it'd be this way?
Do you think I'd care?
Do you think it's the chosen way?
Do you even care?

In silence is suffering.
No need to see the pain
No one dares to define it,
The way it really is.

Depression for all to see
For all of Eternity.

Do you ever stop to wonder?
Do you think it matters?
Do you ever stop wonder,
What's written behind the veil?

Spiraling down, down, down
No where to turn, turn, turn 
It's about to get real,
As real as can be.

For it's all just an illusion,
So much so that we all believe it.
Crazy what you will believe to keep the dream alive.

DOWN with the righteousness!
DOWN with the apathy!
DOWN with the polarization!
DOWN with the suffering in silence.

No more
No more
No...

It's all wrong for me.
Tortured no longer I will be
At the hands of only me.

Depression for all to see
For all of Eternity. ©

For those with eyes to see and ears to hear...until next time.

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How did it lead to this point? 
How did it get so real?
When did the fear take over?
Why did I let others talk me into waiting,
When my body knows best?

Heels in the stirrups, flat on my back
Take deep breaths
A pinch and a poke that's all it is
Heart racing, hearing gone, high as a kite
Seemingly no end in sight.

Emotions that were bottled for years, 
Are now for all to see
So hard for those to witness
Just let me be

Suffering in Silence for too many years
You dirty whore,
You filthy woman
Always lingering, but never an end
Embarrassed, but no more.

Lighter! Lighter! Can you believe?
Sigh, it's over. Take deep breaths
Relax the best I can
Giggling at the absurdity
Joking at the rigidity
All of the while, real, raw and exposed.

Tender, tender, tender is the night
Comfort, safety and support
Wrapped in a loving embrace, 
Only I can provide.

Moving forward as I only know how.
Grown, different, changed. 
Vulnerable, real, raw and exposed.
Powerful beyond measure.

Real, Raw and Exposed
For all of the world to see
All of which this I chose
and now I choose to be ©

Back and forth,
back and forth, 
without rhyme
or reason,
Or so it seems.

A little piece here
A little piece there,
for those that are ready to see and hear
the knowledge, message and information
Available to us all.

Right in front in plain sight,
Yet we do not see,
we do not know,
we cannot see for 
We are in it,
Not of it.

From a place so foreign to most,
The hourglass drops 
the grains of sand in a systematic
approach that has no pattern at all,
Or does it?

Within the so called pattern 
Is an unending thing called life,
embrace it especially if it's not understood,
the reason may be foreign
But trust, trust, trust my friends,
You will know when you need to know.©

Staring at the space in front of my eyes,
Not truly seeing all that there is to know.
Why am I truly blind to the truth I know?
Beauty is the creation of all of us.
Only you can feel the depth 
Of just how much truth there is to be.

Come along to the place where no one knows, 
Yet everyone remembers.
I dare you to step over the threshold
Into the space between the space.
The depth within the depth. 
The dark that is the light.
The no end and no beginning,
As is your path and journey amongst it.

The Truth may be found within you all along.
We are the creators of all and nothing.
Embrace the nothing.
The more you embrace, the less you know.
The less you know, the more you are.©

*For those with eyes to see and ears to hear*