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Silence. It’s often said in many teachings that you receive answers, are able to hear your Knowing and the Truth within Silence. When you can silence the voices, the monkey brain if you will, this can happen.
In a newer version of the teaching, it’s to be the observer of those thoughts, to not silence them, but BE the observer of the thoughts and everything within. Then we will get the answers that we seek.
Then this happens...
There is a space within this Silence where we no longer see, sense or feel anything regarding the answers or the Truth. No answers are there for you. Not that you aren’t waiting for the answers or asking questions. The answers just aren’t showing up. Sometimes you just stop asking questions and just await the responses.
Then you ask, “Now what?”
That’s a great question, isn’t it?!?!?!
So you wait for answers as you live your life. But you wait...and wait....and wait.... Will you ever receive those answers? Boy, that’s another great question!!!!
Being human can be so frustrating can’t it?!?! To feel like you have come a long way in your growth and journey called life, and get Silence within the Silence.
Silence within in the Silence, can be VERY frustrating. However, being in the Silence awaiting the answers and Truth is also peaceful, comforting and feels good.
Not a bad place to be if you aren’t getting the answers. ;-). Maybe that in itself is the answers and Truth. If that is the case, then what is the Mortal Coil really all about? Why are we even here on this planet?
Until next time...
Big changes are on the horizon (aren't they always! ) for all of us in 2018 and beyond. While the fire is being lit from within, (Divine Feminine Energy) we are being lovingly directed as to why we decided to incarnate at this time. It will look different for each and every one of us! Embrace every fiery moment as if you chose it! (because you did) When you utilize the fire as fuel, it will transform and catapult you in ways beyond what you can imagine.
Let's delve a little further into the energies. (This may ruffle a few feathers.) ;-) What has been spoken by several is that there will be a big wave that will be ocurring sometime in March. Kind of is my answer. This has already been taking place and will continue to ensue. It just depends on your level of awareness as to when you become awake to it. For those that are speaking of this, they are just becoming aware of the energetic shifts and waves that are already happening. Yes, these beings are awake, and some extremely so in some aspects.
This wave is supposed to bring cataclysmic events. Through, finance, government, nature, society, etc.. If we go by science and follow the cycle of the wave, it doesn't just show up as a big blip and then done. It starts, increases until it's crest and then subsides. And there is never just one.... Why would we think just one wave will do it? Maybe yes, maybe no... Ponder that...
Remember, there is no right or wrong, just how awake each and everyone of us is in our consciousness. May I suggest to deepen your connection with yourself and Spirit, so that you may expand Consciousness! Yes, we all play a critical role in this! The more you deepen, the less you know, and the more you awaken.
For those with eyes to see and ears to hear.
Until next time...
Hi there! I know it's been a minute since I have written a regular post. I frankly haven't known what to write about. Not that there aren't transformational shifts that happen with me moment, by moment, but rather, how do I put some of what is occurring into words? Rather than delve into what has already occurred in the time I have been away from typing, I will share with you something that happened as recent as yesterday.
Please bear in mind that this awareness that came to me is not completely new. I just experienced it from a different place. A different vibration. A more expanded place. A whole new paradigm for me.
Have you ever asked someone to repeat what they said because you weren't listening? Maybe your thoughts were on your day, or an event that already happened, or one that will happen in your future. It's possible that you have just pretended that you were listening , nod your head and say appropriate words so it seems like you are listening. ;-) Yes, we have all done this. There is something else that can ensue during an interaction.
Here's what happened for me during a conversation yesterday. I was feeling and focusing so much on the energy of the words and the person, that I wasn't hearing the words in how they were presenting the story. I wasn't thinking about anything other than following the energy of the words and person. At the end was a question for me (one in which I couldn't answer at that moment) and I explained what just happened , so I asked them to repeat it. They laughed and were so gracious to repeat what they said, so I could focus on the words this time.
This is not the first time this has happened. This happens often. I usually don't share with others that it is ocurring. I am so in the moment of nonverbal that I lose the verbal. My language is energy, vibrations, non-physical sight, etc. Not words. Yes, most times I am very articulate when I choose to use words. However, there are many times when I feel words are the foreign language. The further I am on my journey, the more foreign words become.
What does this mean for me? Great question! I do feel that it further aligns me with my purpose. (Think the ultimate vibration) It also shows that I am integrating more of my Soul, the light being I am into this human form. YAY! There might be a point that I no longer speak a language that will use words at all. Cool.
What does it mean for you? For those that can sense/feel/see energy, go beyond the words, AND be present with the person. HA! HA! play with it, if you feel compelled. You might be blown away. If you start to recognize all beings native language (energy and vibration), cool. If not, it's ok. Just know, that it will be you when you are ready on your journey.
For those with eyes to see and ears to hear.
Until next time....
It seems appropriate to talk about the energies of today, since it is a new moon. As I type this, I know that the energy that I am talking about in this post will be shifting rather quickly. So.....look for an update again soon! As for now, on we go!
I talked about the energy being fiery in the last update(s). Kinda like a steam train moving forward. The energy has now shifted from the fire moving us forward to the fire within. We are still moving forward, however, the fire has changed to lighting us internally. I will do my best to describe how it looks and feels. Sit with it and see if it resonates with you.
The fire felt more external and now it feels internal. It feels and looks more like a hot, well established bed of coals with a whole lot of embers and sparks being stirred up. Yes. Inside. The heat from the embers that are free flowing are sparkly and each subatomic particle of those embers can be felt. The picture below is a good depiction, minus the person walking in the fire. As I typed that last line, I realized that the person walking in the fire is appropriate. The only difference is we are walking in our own internal fire.
Look at it this way. Our flames are being fanned to step into our greatness. Allow the fire to simmer and get stoked for it to get brighter. Feed and fan those flames on your own. There is no need to dig for anything that needs resolved. The fire will ignite the density and you can feel it burn. Burn, baby burn! HA! HA!
If you feel like you are in an internal hell with density, then use the fire to get you out. Only YOU can get yourself out of your suffering. Others can support your journey though, just remember this--You are never alone. Reach out to a friend, others practitioners, etc. Of course, I am always here too. It is my honor to serve at this time. I love you and thank you for you.
Until next time...
The energies are changing so rapidly these days, that it seems fitting to share with you some of what I shared at the Soul Expansion Get-Together this month. (If you want even more in depth information, join us at the next Soul Expansion!) It is so fitting with all of the pressure, fire and internal changes, that quite a few of us are experiencing frequencies available to us in these human forms that haven't been available thus far.
I have seen occasional streams of plasma energies coming through in the past two - three years, usually just in one specific chakra or area of a being. It was always brief and not for long periods of time. That has changed. We all have access to the plasma energies that are flowing through at this time. It is not sporadic and brief. It is a beautiful constant state of flow. You may be asking what in the world is plasma energy and what does that mean?
I have talked about how DNA is shifting from two strand to twelve strand, which is evolving from carbon based to crystalline based. A complete step into the crystalline energy is plasma. This is happening even to (and through) the subatomic particles. ( Of course ;-) ) The cat's eyes in the picture below is the closest I can find as to how it looks coming through, although it isn't green as the base color. It's more of purplish white or opal and not solid.
It is higher frequency energies that are coming through. They are here to stay and continually increase. Which in turn, gives us options to increase our own frequencies. You may now be asking, "How can I do that?" and "How can you see it?" Great questions!
Drop the density. That is the simplistic way of putting it into words. With higher frequencies coming through, the lower frequency (denser) energies, get stirred up. Anything that has stagnated and stayed in dormancy within all layers of you. Allow yourself to be present with all of it and you won't "lose it" and not be able to come back. I promise!
I can see it because I continually drop my density. (Also one of my abilities in this incarnation is to see energy beyond form) Do I have my shit that I go through? Yes! Every day I deepen my connection with myself and the Divine. Everyday, I love and accept what comes up within. Is it hard sometimes? Of course! I can tell you it does get easier the more you do it.
The current spiritual paradigm is about being authentic. Being real, open, vulnerable and bold. Bold enough to be YOU no matter what, when or even who is in the room. That is how you access, see and sustain the plasma energies. Do our bodies have to play catch up? Of course! But remember, they are a part of consciousness too. They will change, grow and evolve also.
Please know that you are amazing! Even if you aren't feeling it or seeing it. Be your number one fan and tell your self, I AM amazing! I AM enough. I love you. Be your number one fan. Did I mention be your number one fan? ;-)
I love every one of you. Thank you for being a part of my journey. I am here to support you.
Until next time...
I was asked the question recently, when is it going to slow down or stop? That is an outstanding question isn't it?!?! It's a perfect time to have a conversation about this, considering it is the New Moon today.
The month of April is going to be a hoot! I tell ya! LOT'S of fire. I am not talking about fire just because we are in Aries. As I have said before, I leave that to the Astrologists. I am talking the energies that are starting to flow through even now. We have never felt these frequencies before. You may feel that you need to take a few breathers in between the serious leaps of moving forward.
That is what the month of April is about energetically. Moving forward. Well goodness...2017 is all about moving forward. It's going to be even more intense right now. I will do my best to describe what I am seeing, hearing and sensing.
Let's talk about what I am hearing. The frequencies have definitely increased, because the tones I am hearing are higher. Yes, of course I am hearing the Earth's frequencies that have already increased. I am also hearing frequencies of the Universe that haven't been available on this plane. That in itself is enough to make even the most enlightened person have their density stirred. Remember, we are all energetic, vibratory beings. Of course we feel the different frequencies. Even if you are unable to hear them, you are feeling them in your body. Ya just might not recognize that that is what is going on.
So, as to what I am seeing... I thought I would share some pictures to help you get the visual. There have been/are/going to be a lot of DNA shifting with these frequencies. You can definitely take the pictures multiple ways, however in this case, I am using the Fred Flinstone picture in conjuction with the DNA picture to replicate the positioning and the movement. The DNA is horizontal like Fred's car wheels and moving forward like the wheels do. However, the wheels are side by side, not one behind the other. They are longer too. And yes, the DNA has more strands.
Humans may be the ones that are going to more strands in their DNA, however, all sentient beings are being effected by the frequencies. Their encodements are changing too. You may notice that your pets may be having symptoms of Ascension too. Some of my critters digestions are playing catch up if you will.
The theme of support for this month is be free of judgement for yourself. Allow the density to arise. Feel the vibration of the density. In these times right now, feeling the vibration as it arises is all that is necessary. There is no need to get caught up in the story any longer. It isn't important to have the story define us any longer. Take the time to nurture yourself. Go inward if you are led. The more you go inward, the easier it will be to move forward. Sounds contradictory doesn't it? I can speak from personal experience that it does propel you forward. I love you's and deep breaths are really powerful right now.
Just remember, I am here to support you. There may be specific tools just for you and your journey...I love you.
Until next time...
Hidee - Ho! How's this energy for a show?!?! HA! HA! HA! I crack myself up sometimes! :-) The energies have been pretty fascinating this week. I will share with you what I have been experiencing. Others I have been talking to have been having similar experiences. Maybe you have been too!
If you are into Astrology at all, you may be aware that there is a fair amount of planetary activity going on this week. Even if you aren't into Astrology, you have probably heard that we are having a Solar Eclipse on Sunday and a new moon. Some may even say that the energies that are being felt are planetary. I am here to say yes, however, that's only a small portion of the equation. We are a part of a vast, endless universe, Of course we can be effected by more than just the planets in our Solar System.
So as I started to experience various things in my being, I "asked", "Ok, what's up? What's going on?" Yep. That's how I role. That's how I talk to all of the peeps that aren't form (which ultimately are my Higher Self) and my Higher Self. I am very VERY grateful mind you and express that all of the time. I just know I don't have to talk any formal ritualistic speech. They understand me. HA! I heard that there is a lot of downloading and upshifting going on, again. Where the planetary activity comes in is helping those vibrations come through to us. Think of them as an active channel that makes the energies easier to flow.
One of the things I have been recognizing is my sleep patterns are different this week. I have been waking up earlier and earlier each day, like 3:58 AM this morning. In turn, going to bed earlier, of course because my little engine is tired from getting up so early! I'm also tired from all of the downloading and upshifting. (Think Crystalline) Another experience was that yesterday morning I was a space cadet. I had trouble grounding and felt at one point that I had left my body and was observing. I can assure you that I am a person that is usually able to be present and be grounded. Not the case yesterday! Thank goodness for a gal that supported me so that I was able to speak a sentence. You just never know who can and will support you. They (or you) may not fully understand it, but just know to help. AWESOME! That's what it's about....supporting each other!
The energies have been feeling pretty buzzy too. Yes, buzzy feeling in the body. Like a bunch of bumble bees. That makes me giggle thinking of bumble bees in the body, but that is what it has felt like. :-)
Some of the others that I have talked to are feeling anxiety and restlessness too. I would say I have been feeling minor restlessness. I haven't been feeling the anxiety, however, I did also hear that extra support for my hypothalamus right now would be lovely. Check in with yourself and see what extra support you may be needing at this time. Maybe more sleep. Maybe alone time, or time to be social. Maybe it's time to eat some different foods, or take different supplements. Honor whatever it is that you may be needing at this time.
Maybe you don't even know what you need! That's ok too. Maybe you need support from others. That works too! Maybe the support you need is to love the one that has no idea what to do or if you are even experiencing the same things or not! Whatever it is or isn't, whatever you are doing or aren't doing, it's all perfect! You can't mess it up! You are doing (and being) everything exactly perfectly. For you are the Divine in form. Remember, no matter what is happening with the energies, how you are feeling, what you are experiencing, it's all temporary. And....it's already happened.
Keep on keepin' on. Until next time...
Here it is... The current energies of February the way I see, hear, taste, smell, sense it! HA! HA! HA! Do you recall me talking about a vortex of energies, I do believe it was in December? Well, I am seeing a vortex, but it is showing up differently. Let me share with you what I am seeing!
Yes I am seeing a vortex. This time however, we are at a different position with this energy center. We are looking at it head on, or maybe a better description is in order. This vortex does look similar to a tornado, however, this time we are looking at it from the top. So looking down into the funnel. It is purple, gold, and a deep indigo blue ( the universe because I see a lot of star stuff in it). It's also spinning clockwise. Cool, right?
Now this is what the energy feels like with what I am seeing. ( I will do my best to describe it in words ;-) ) Take a deep breath (or two, three, or however many you feel drawn to) and feel into the energy of this as I describe it. I am sharing the energy of it with you now. It feels slow, but extremely powerful. Slow in the sense that it's not spinning really fast like a tornado with high winds. There is a depth to it. It's very profound, deep energies that are solid. By solid I mean expansive but in full presence, not dense at all. (Sit with that one!) It's almost mesmorizing, looking into the vortex.
It's still moving us forward, and yes, it is still all of us moving this forward. What I am hearing is that we have anchored the energies and vibrations that were coming through, to prepare us for what is to come. The increase in vibration. The appearance of Chaos. We have given ourselves a solid foundation. YAHOO!!! Hmmm...I am hearing, "Boy, I'm sure not seeing it with all that is going on in the world, especially in our own backyard." I have just the thing for you.
Take this moment, right now, to shut off the news, get off social media, get off your phone, computer, even take a pause in reading this blog. Close your eyes and connect with your breath. Take deep breaths by filling up your belly first, before you fill up your lungs. Focus on the in's and out's of the breath. In that breath is where you will "see." In that breath is where you will hear. In that breath is where you will connect with everything you think you don't see. When we become so lazer focused on what we are seeing and hearing in one area(externally usually), we suddenly have shut ourselvs off from the countless other truths that are here. Waiting for us to acknowledge them.
Take comfort in knowing that you are doing amazing! The more you can connect with your authenticity, the more you are being this vortex, this "change," this energy. Would you like more support with all of this? Come to a Soul Expansion, or work with me one -to- one. I can guarantee they will be life changing! Soul Expansion Get-Together or Transformational Sessions
Shine on my friends! Until next time...
Okie dokie...We have discussed the awakening process and the integration. Now, it's time to discuss the support that can be given to those that are awakening or in their process. I will say this again, whether you realize it or not, we are all in service and to be in service in one way shape or form. If this is the way you feel led to support others, through their process, then awesome for you!
What is a way you can support and be in service for those that are awakening? By being the Wayshower. By living authentically. By embracing all that you are. By living your truth in every moment and every breath. Be the living example. Sometimes you may find that you want to give them all of the information and want them to "get it." I totally understand that! However, every single one of us has to get it in our own way, at our own time. So living it, is the best way to support them.
Another way to support them is to give them compassion and listen! It can be exciting and challenging all at the same time to awaken! They don't need to hear all of the ways you have gone through your awakening (unless they ask), nor do they need to hear what "stage" they are in. Who wants to hear, "Oh, you are in the teenager stage!" Not too many. Most of us are forging our own path at that point, so we tend to not want to hear things. Give them compassion and empathy.
The most important thing to remember is to be aware of the support that they need. Do they even need support from you? Is it time to just let them be? We can get caught up in wanting to teach them and show them the way, that we forget to BE the way. *Deep breath on that one! Just remember, you have come so far on your journey! You are amazing, and you start to connect with being in service, especially to those that are awakening, you will deepen your connection with Spirit. You WILL be the way. What a beautiful place to be!
Watch the video on the support for the awakening process: Video
Until next time...
Alrighty....I discussed in the last post about what different aspects of awakening can look like. This is the fun part for me to talk about. The Integration that happens. Of course this description is coming from my perspective. As always, I share to help and support others. On we go...
All of the experiences that you have gone through have brought you to this moment in your life. What will begin to happen, (or did, or is) is that you will integrate those experiences that hold significance in your life. These experiences are from your entire life. These are not memories of events that happened in your life that you need to dig for to heal. The events pop into your conscious awareness to integrate them. They may happen in chronological order, or they may not. They could even potentially be from other lives.
Want to know some thing even cooler? You will go through and experience the different stages of your life in the "now" moment. You will go through and experience the toddler, young child, tween, teenager, twenties, etc.,yet experiencing it as you are now. It is possible to happen in that order, but it doesn't always. It is you integrating all of you! You are collapsing time lines, from all possible timelines.
This may feel like a whirlwind, or even challenging at times, however, I assure you that it is unlikely that it will take less time than when you lived through it the first time. You may or may not see events manifest in your external world to anchor more of "you" into your being. If you are in stages of this now and this post has brought you the awareness that it is occuring, KUDOS to you! You are simply amazing! Give yourself a pat on the back without judgement!
If you are thoroughly confused by this post, please go back and reread, this time without trying to wrap your head around it. Take a deep breath and allow the energies come through the words to you....
Stay tuned for Part 3 of the Awakening process : Support. Until then, please enjoy the video that goes with this post.
Video: Integration - Awakening Process Part 2
This is where I put the things that the Divine wants me to share at this time. :-)